-Bay Window- Falling down. The same direction leading nowhere to me. A breakdown. Boredom and this crowd slowly surround me. Shake up this lame routine, i never wanted to be so unconcerned about the path that they have chosen for me. Start to live my life the way it should go. How i got stuck in this trend i don't know. Climb on out of this into a new hole. Fill the void. Lay it out for me so i am happy. So destroy the thing you call my life i left behind me. Employ a little will to change my own destiny and stop from slumming with the fools that like to hang around me. There has got to be something that no one has done yet that i can latch onto to help me forget my lack of ambition the draw of the crowd that made my decision to sit this one out. Need a sign to call out to me. Hope the path with finally choose me. Stop all of this mess abruptly. This air of life i'm living chokes me. Change the path of walking blindly. Make decisions all alone. I'd like to make my life my own but I can't and I won't.